Everything.
Anything.
Something.
Nothing.
Darkness.
Depression.
Despair.
Desolation.
Death.
Kemana?
i.
Kemana-Kesana-Waktu-Bila-bila masa-
Kenapa-Tiada sebab-
ii.
Aku tidak mahu bangun lagi.
Biar mimpi itu tidak bertepi.
Nafas pun biar terhenti.
Badan pun kaku sebegini.
iii.
Hari semakin mendung.
Rindu tiada terbendung.
Mengapa aku ditinggalkan?
Sedang hidup sudah tiada tujuan.
Hari semakin gelap.
Langit bertukar hitam.
Biar aku pergi bersama.
Hidup disana buat selamanya.
Cahaya sudah tiada.
Hidup sudah berakhir.
Bermulakah perjalanan yang baru?
Bukan disini tetapi disana.
iv.
Ianya hanya satu fasa.
Kemana-Kesana-Waktu-Bila-bila masa-
Kenapa-Tiada sebab-
ii.
Aku tidak mahu bangun lagi.
Biar mimpi itu tidak bertepi.
Nafas pun biar terhenti.
Badan pun kaku sebegini.
iii.
Hari semakin mendung.
Rindu tiada terbendung.
Mengapa aku ditinggalkan?
Sedang hidup sudah tiada tujuan.
Hari semakin gelap.
Langit bertukar hitam.
Biar aku pergi bersama.
Hidup disana buat selamanya.
Cahaya sudah tiada.
Hidup sudah berakhir.
Bermulakah perjalanan yang baru?
Bukan disini tetapi disana.
iv.
Ianya hanya satu fasa.
The Dream
1.
Thank you. Thank you for coming into my dream last night.
I longed to see your faces again.
An that old house where most of my childhood were spent.
That old chair where you would sit and wander.
That old floor where it used to be filled with laughter.
Thank you. Thank you for coming into my dream last night.
How I am desperate to be with all of you again.
I am tired. I am exhausted. I just pray that itll just end.
Thank you. Thank you for coming into my dream last night.
Soon, we shall meet again.
2.
These past few weeks.
I kept thinking about death.
Will it just be a phase?
How would it feel to be dead.
Never have I felt so alone and lonely.
The images of my everyone.
kept creeping up to me.
Maybe because I am missing them horribly.
Or maybe life does no longer excites me.
3.
I just wanna go.
I just wanna go.
I just wanna go.
I just wanna go.
Thank you. Thank you for coming into my dream last night.
I longed to see your faces again.
An that old house where most of my childhood were spent.
That old chair where you would sit and wander.
That old floor where it used to be filled with laughter.
Thank you. Thank you for coming into my dream last night.
How I am desperate to be with all of you again.
I am tired. I am exhausted. I just pray that itll just end.
Thank you. Thank you for coming into my dream last night.
Soon, we shall meet again.
2.
These past few weeks.
I kept thinking about death.
Will it just be a phase?
How would it feel to be dead.
Never have I felt so alone and lonely.
The images of my everyone.
kept creeping up to me.
Maybe because I am missing them horribly.
Or maybe life does no longer excites me.
3.
I just wanna go.
I just wanna go.
I just wanna go.
I just wanna go.
Doa:
DariNya aku datang. KepadaNya aku ingin kembali.
Biar cepat, biar pantas, biar laju, biar deras.
Biar cepat, biar pantas, biar laju, biar deras.
Pergi Bersama Mu
Terngiang-ngiang suara suaramu. Bagai semalam masih bersamamu. Meruntun hati melihat wajahmu. Kepenatan, letih dan lesu.
Doaku agar aku pergi dahulu sebelum mu. Namun takdir mengheret mu meninggalkanku. Kekosongan yang tak tertahan.
Malam-malam ku dipenuhi dengan mimpi mimpiku bersama mu. Kembali kedalam dakapan mu. Kembali melihat diri-dirimu mengelilingi hidupku kembali.
Aku ingin pergi bersama mu. Tak tertahan rindu. Benar tak tertahan rindu.
Kini doaku agar kita tidak terlalu lama terpisah.
Nantikan aku disana. Akan ku pergi kepadamu. Akan kucari walau beribu batu.
Kunantikan saat itu. Detik untuk aku pergi bersamamu.
Amin. Amin. Amin.
Doaku agar aku pergi dahulu sebelum mu. Namun takdir mengheret mu meninggalkanku. Kekosongan yang tak tertahan.
Malam-malam ku dipenuhi dengan mimpi mimpiku bersama mu. Kembali kedalam dakapan mu. Kembali melihat diri-dirimu mengelilingi hidupku kembali.
Aku ingin pergi bersama mu. Tak tertahan rindu. Benar tak tertahan rindu.
Kini doaku agar kita tidak terlalu lama terpisah.
Nantikan aku disana. Akan ku pergi kepadamu. Akan kucari walau beribu batu.
Kunantikan saat itu. Detik untuk aku pergi bersamamu.
Amin. Amin. Amin.
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