Despair:

Where am I heading?
Where am I to go?
Why am I here?
I just dont know.
Should I even be here?
What am I going to do?
I couldnt even tell, if its that far or if its too near.
What am I going to say?
Should I go, or should I just stay?
Should I head east, or should I head west?
Should I even breath in this state of unrest?
Is this life or just fate?
Or is it just a mirage, a dream to keep me awake?

But am I awake?
Why am I still awake?
Why am I sinking deeper,
Into this winding slumber?
Closing my eyes and hope to drown.
To be lost in time, never to be found.

Who am I?
What am I?
Where am I?